Honestly? I'm in no way mentally ready to be a senior. I'm not ready to be responsible on my own, and have to get to school every day without someone else's incentive. And i'm definitely not ready to let all of my friends go, and just have weird visitation relationships with them in the coming years.

I'm being told by a number of people to go to a junior college and get everything out of the way. To Dad, that means living in this house for another year. Which, yeah, would mean i'd still be around some of my friends, but do i really want to be babied into everything again?(that's the best way to put it) And i have this semester to figure out what i want to do with all of this.


I don't want to be a senior yet.

as you might already know, last tuesday, i was in a car accident with 4 other people
all we know is that the driver spazzed out and took a hard 90 degree turn, and hit a guard rail and a light post, throwing the engine out an blowing all of the windows
due to circumstance, i wasnt wearing a seatbelt.

long story short, i ended up breaking my right 2nd metacarple, my left humerus, and a few sinuses

i need a hug :(

"Scientology respects all religions. Scientology does not conflict with other religions or other religious practices." (What is Scientology? 1992, p.544)


BEST
QUOTE
EVER

so tomorrow i'm leaving for a week of Jesusizing
i found my G.I. Joe dvds and i just bought JLA Kingdom Come at B&N, so it's all going to be okay
and being with 2 skunks(Trey and Troy) is a plus

this journal is really neglected
i guess it's because i don't have the attention span to actually keep one up

so tomorrow i'm supposed to go swimming; my pool is clean!
i feel like doing my hair some special way the last day of school
i didn't steal the idea from brad; i've been wanting to do it for a while
maybe shave my head, get a massive haircut, do some odd 80s thing, etc... I could go on for hours

My dad keeps trying to lecture me on not doing anything the past couple of days. I guess it's with good reason, i mean every other summer has been like that. I keep hoping this year'll be different, like finding a new group of friends, a new hobby or something, a (lol brent is lazy) girlfriend, or something, but I know it'll just end up being another summer. I guess it might be different since i've changed so much over the past year... scratch that, last few months.

lol i've changed the now listening like 4 times because i keep going on to something else...